I want to detach myself
I want to shut off my feelings
I want to be myself
I want to not be hurt
I don't know
If I want my life
As it is was before you
Me: I’m having such a good time
Brain: sure would suck if you get hit with a low mood, and go nonverbal, and come off as rude and uninterested in your friends
Me:
well, well, well, if it isn’t the feelings i’ve been trying to avoid
“She was the kind of girlfriend God gives you young, so you’ll know loss the rest of your life.”
—
Junot Díaz
were you ever mad at someone you truly care then you block them in your life for a reason but everyday you have this urge to accept them back again? not because you want to talk to them but because you wanna check on them, know theyre okay, know theyre fine and know they’re doing well?
i admire people who could’ve turned cold after everything they’ve been through but still chose love anyway. there’s strength in that
